international

I am an international student currently.
It was really make me surprise that i can further my study in United Kingdom.
I never ever imaging i can fly to a country which have 8 hours time difference with my country.It is an good experience for me to travel and study.

Now..i am studying graphic in University.
I have a plan before,if i can't further study to degree,i will going to work as an shop assistant in a shopping mall.

I have to used the cold weather in UK.i love it..
i must wear a lot of clothes in here,i never ever have any winter when i was in Malaysia.that's impossible for all of us..god bless me can graduated from my bachelor degree..

my sound

ya..when u saw this picture,u will know that i am someone who very like to watch movie

and also popcorn too!

i love the feel which watching a large screen and enjoy the scene presented by director

anyway..me just simply share my interest to you all:-)

many people told me that i does not look like 20 years old current

am i look so old?

but when i have my renewing passport,the officer suspected me and asked:

are you 19?

i am so scary because that was my first time go to the government agency

luckily i has done my renewing..thanks god in the end! 

in this stage,i am trying to make myself more younger, more fresh, and more mature deep of my immanence

i hate people who are childish and ego!

but i am such a childish and ego boy:-)

just don't act your personality when you communicate with me

this was my history, or you might say this was my proven for my age

i has older and older..need to maintain my youth from now!!

cheers everyone,

berryx cheah

recently..

yea..i has stop blogging in a short period
those week were the most busy for me because i have to do many assignment for those full coursework mark's courses
and maybe,i have nothing special experience can share with my friends,you all..
those week are the most 'calm' week for me,nothing ran into my life to make me upset or happy..
luckily i have some friends who support me and always make me laugh so i wont become so EMO in these day.
i appreciate what you done and i will remember your kindness such can reward to you in the future..

nowadays,such a person who i missed
i am not such a person who can easily effect by others...such a strong boy huh?!
but i m weaker these day.my antibiotics for againt those feeling was getting weak and i might become a ''boy'' for few days..
i hope that i can wait for what i wish..i will prove that i am not such a playmate like peoples said,do you believe?

my love will always beside it

悲喜交集

facial的周期到,话说：我约了我的同屋房友一起去折磨自己拉
从古至今，我就是一个怕痛的小孩..但是说也怪，我怕痛，却更能忍痛


以我的经历:::::
我在以前，曾经呆在约30几度的房间，
没开风扇没开空调，盖着棉被，
似乎想把自己弄出病来的感觉
在被里流汗不止..但却很享受


在之前，没用过剃须刀，都是一根一根拔出来的
看着上唇流血，但感觉自己比一般人能忍
没出声，没落泪，忍过去了




也许是小时候的环境，把自己逼得什么都得忍
不管是好的坏的,我都忍
所以没掉过一滴泪，没哭过一声
是不是有很悲的人生?
人说::有什么喜怒哀乐，表现出来，就不会伤身体
但是我就是爱压抑自己的情绪
偶尔发发牢骚，也不错吧??














（昨天等待进入恐怖房中）








昨天，在美容院里
和我的房友被误会是情侣拉
话说我们的外套好相似
巧合巧合
我爱灰，没办法

过后我们去tony romas解决晚餐，打算来个，战后大餐拉!!!

而这顿餐，把我们两个撑死了...我们过不了，肌肉那么厚实那管卡

暂停

ifeelboy终于落幕拉
在我还趁着年轻时，做些年少轻狂的事情
让自己在老时能够回忆:::其实自己该做的都做了:::
让自己老来能安心没遗憾

ifeelboy..
没得奖，但参加后也根本没想去争得奖
评审问了我一个问题::你对你自己的信心有几分
我答::50%
50%的自信，我保存着
而另外不见的50%
就输在我们天生的残缺
这回答不错吧..haha
因为天生比别人短一截..没身高，没样貌
其实对自己的口才，在非官方之下，能与机关枪媲美
但是有了评委，就像堵塞的马桶
有话吐不出阿

但虽然没赢，也拿了优秀奖
我们都是大赢家

这就是我家新宠儿..

我家的妹妹拉
欢迎他
名为:BAVE(biebie)
取个女战士的名字给他..希望他是强悍的女狗:)

话说:他尽然比我可爱...

跺脚!!!

小时的憧憬，大时的盼望

7岁后，自己也知道与一般人不同
在路上的行人，父母都结伴同行
带着自己孩子到处去游玩
做什么吃什么玩什么，都是一家几口
我知道，自己的父亲在那时离开了我们
我没有埋怨，没有失望
只有麻烦填写父亲资料的小学登记与中学登记
一直都觉得没父亲要做的都比任何人来得多
母亲养育我们兄弟俩，也要兼顾当父亲的责任
虽说：我妈没有父亲般的强硬坚强
但他有比父亲来得多的毅力
我妈在我们小时候就不施行鞭打的政策
一部分原因是他不在我们身边吧
都有其他大人负责监管教导我们
但我不怪他，反而很感激他
因为单亲，让我体会到他的辛苦
让我锻炼得比任何人来的坚强，独立
不需要依靠别人，就算把我丢在荒山中
我觉得我也能生存个几天
小时候妈妈的教导，长大后我们应当受教


翻了翻照片
看见了我唯一的全家福，但欠缺弟弟

我也算是有完整家庭的人

虽说是过去式，但我很珍惜

以前自己会不喜欢爸爸

但因为有爸爸的精子，才会有我

我像他，所以我也感谢他

虽说没照顾我们，但还是不忍心说不理他

别问我为什么没父亲，我已经不想去回答了

现在若我父亲站在我面前，我也不晓得叫不叫得出'爸爸'这两个字

这两个字，我生疏了12年了

不知道怎么叫出口

但是还是会想看看他过得怎样..

大家有着双亲的要珍惜

没有得也别伤心，和我一样坚强吧

不让别人看边我们单亲的孩子，因为我们能比别人更坚强勇敢